Cheshire and Alice

Don't say sorry. Cause you're not really sorry ...

I'm looking forward for internship ! :D

It's a long day of AS Revision Class today, 

    followed by a short birthday celebration for Elaine Kong in Delicious.

Expensive </3 My bank balance is stabbed as far as this month is concerned.

Even my Goddamned wallet is still bleeding profusely.         -______-

Shoes hunting and window shopping with YiLin, PinWei & Ah Jeff after that.

Simon came and smeared black eye shadow on Lin's lips. Like the Joker's lips. Black lips.

HAHAHA

Rong Yao and Kai Tian too came subsequently. 

Ending a good day with a hot bowl of pan mee in rich, thick broth.

Goodnight world ! :D

Can you feel my happiness ?

To have a little kid who greets you with utmost sincerity

and big smiles after a long day.

:)

Complicated Simplicity

Breaking dawn by drifting on the empty highway,
Took some time off camping in the car before class starts,
A morning of final wrap in Assurance studies.

Noon with Safe that was left hanging in its ending.

An afternoon with blaring arcades 

and the fresh scent of books' pages.

An evening at the park with the swings,

And dusk, with an overly sweet cupcake and gum paste.

I've gotten all the serenity and peace I needed today.
Except for some minor unexpected circumstances that unfolded.

But life's lovely when you get to do things you love, ain't it ?
It's the victory sense of freedom and control over your own lifestyle.
Or so I would like to think it that way.

Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.

Why need the complication(s) ?

It's frustrating how complicated simplicity can be ...

Last Teenage Year

Following pictures courtesy of EsMade 

Sweetest, prettiest and loveliest cupcakes I've ever seen, touched and tasted ! 

Thanks a bunch to Azin and her Mak Su ! Mad love em' <3

Love their designs and ideas? 

Check out their official Facebook page now for more sinfully sweet indulgence ! : EsMade

Thank you for spoiling me like a girl for a day. For contaminating my cincau drink with your salivaStefeny TsiuWhay Surendran Sasietharan, Koh Yih Lik 배 lovely cupcakes, lunch Azin Rosli and unveiling the pleasant surpriser Khairul Izuan Emkay for the pretty bouquet. Thanks guys ! :') 


with Simon Pink, Azin Rosli, Shuyi Chuah, Hui Zhi Teo, Yvonne Lai, RongYao Lim, Yi Lin Fong, Pinwei Yeong, Kimmberley Weii Syuen Yeoh, Jxin Tey, Sue May Tan, Michelle Wong,Kai Tian, Michael Louis, Chua Kai Vin, Jeff Shim, Hui Choo, Ken Young, Siew Ting and Bennedict Lim.


Thank you Canny, Rachel, Siew Li, Vino, Wei Wei, Jacqueline, Mun Ling, May Yin, Christina, Jeffrey, Darren, Jeff, Lee Hsiang & Choong Sern for making time and effort to text or call up to my phone despite being busy with major exams and work schedules. Love ya'll to the max too ! :') 

5 Things That Annoy Me

#10ThingsThatAnnoyMe is trending on Twitter at this moment and it got me thinking when I saw some posts that I actually agree ! *HopesOnHumanity ! So it got me thinking, what are the things I really dislike and protest just for the fun of it.

I don't usually get angered easily for long but there are a few things that can easily make me blew the top of my maximum patience level. Here's the list of the top 5 things that fucking make my life miserable with the level of annoyance that comes with it :

5. People who never learn how to shut the door when they leave my bedroom.

(ie. Mum !) -.- I guess kids are easier to be intimidated because they actually close the door quietly when they leave (I have learnt to not mind them entering my room these days as long as they don't ransack my stuffs around) but ADULTS ! Pfft. They call it air-ventilation, I call it

PRIVACY TRESSPASSING .

4. FaCebOOk StaTuSes tYpeD LiKe ThiS

Da heck is wrong with your CAPS LOCK button ? Which retard actually speaks like that (I assume that those letters in CAPS are emphasized like how "I am the KING of the WORLD", where KING and WORLD is being emphasized ? So tell me, what kind of retard speaks in a tone that flows up and down like some flowy jelly is stuck down their throat ? :O

3. When somebody asks the same questions over and over and over and over again.

Especially SOME women. I'm sorry fellow comrades but I seriously can't stand it. It makes me wonder if some women are retarded or they just can't take answers out of their expectations. In other words, these people just wanna hear you acknowledging what they have in their mind, and not your opinions ! Guys, don't laugh. Some of you are just as guilty.

2. People without their own grounds and opinions.

Sighs.. I wonder how is it even possible -.-

How can you expect the others to know what you want

when you don't even understand it ?

*points to head* : Otak mana ? -.- 

1. The lethal combination...

Of menstrual cramps, gastric and diahorrea.

Try drinking two tall servings of lemon ice slush with one Frappucino or any rich, dark coffee after a big bowl of Tom Yum soup with an empty stomach. Confirm syok till you wanna just lie on the bed and die in the toilet soon after that. -_-

LOL. The more I write about this, the more I wanna laugh.
It's such a pathetic Sunday to be studying and busying with the upcoming week.
Two more months and it's all about working life.
Keep me mark, loves <3

Sunshine in The Raindrops

 

 

"I do not know how things are gonna be in the future, 

nor tomorrow, or even in the next second .. 

But I hope to see everyone move on no matter what life throws to us,

And that you are happy, my friends,

I hope you will not forget me wherever you go,

The same way I keep your memories alive ... "

 -Sincerely, Me-

It's funny how bonds that are now floating apart can be rekindle back by viewing fondly at photos.

The power of memories.

Thank you Cheri for the capturing my life in moments ... :)

And thank you God for these wonderful people in my life ..

Cinta Monyet

After a pretty long morning in college for Moral Studies (presentation and project submission), finally got my tummy satisfied in Lunch Box. 

(last meal was tuna sandwiches and a cream roll for lunch on the previous day) as I was camping in the class, studying for Law. Or actually, I was damn lazy to go out for lunch within such limited break time. 

Dahlah I eat the slowest among all -.-

Soooo, it's all about the

Butter Cream Chicken Chop with rice this afternoon.

 Gahhhhhhhh hahahahahaha. The happiness XD

Got to spend more time with the kids today.

And it was damn funny I nearly cried.

They are only 5 years old but tahu main puppy love already XD

The girls were sheepishly sharing about their male classmates who share toys.

But the little boy .... cried .

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

The elder sister told me about the girl he is fond of and as usual,

I loveeeeeee making his life miserable by teasing him mercilessly,
while he love to make my life miserable by disturbing my beauty sleep.

sooooooooooooooo, I accidentally said the wrong girl's name
and and and,

HE CRIED !

And attempted his superman kicks on me. 

(He thought his wrestling skills damn awesome -.- ) 

Mum was giving me that what-the-hell-you-think-you-still-young lecture when I errrr...

WRESTLED HIM BACK and ran around the house away from him.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. 

Kids nowadays are just too cute. 

Toodles ~ ! *abrupt end*

p/s - boys should grow more aggressive in pursuance. How is it possible that even female kids are more open about the whole issue ! LOL 

March-ing Ahead

Half of March has since begone butttttttt I hope it's not to late to wish it welcome !

Just in case if you are wondering, yes, I've deleted my controversial rage post about my car accident. Poor baby will off to the workshop for some serious drilling and removing later. 

I nearly cried when I was informed the approximate cost to be incurred for the repair. -_____-

I felt really upset to cause my mum to pay. Dude, the bloody bumper absorber broke. Can you imagine how bad the damage is afterall? I should have on the double signal and chase that motherfucker down and make his insurance pay ! Ugh .

But anyways, my classmates are making a joke out of my sadness (people with no conscience) -.- 

"Cry lah Mandy, internals gone, your wallet also bye bye ! "

But there are some usual hopeless jerks who are nice for the first time.

"Concentrate on your paper now, buy a bigger and better car when you're a director next time."

"Don't cling onto the damage now."

"As long you're safe, nothing matters as much."

Sighs. I'm so touched. Really :')

Today, has been a productive day. For the first time in so many months, I got to sleep at 9.00 PM last night ! I think passing-out will be a better choice of word. I intended to wake up at 12 to do some midnight oil burning but guess what time my body woke up naturally ?

4.00 PM

Muahahahaha ! I was like damn shock when I saw the clock's needles. 

TEEHEE .

Woke up feeling super energetic that I can kill 10 tigers. 8D

But after 7.5 hours of Law, I felt like a blooming flower succumbing to its predicted demise soon.

 

HAHAHAHA .

Revision classes for Law is finally over !

Meaning, journey with Law is ending soon. 

Final exam will be on this Saturday. And I pretty wish I can ace this paper.

Despite the twists and turns in the articles, civil law, statutes, provisions, whatsoever, 

Law has been one hell of a paper that challenged thinking and reasoning. 

And I love thinking and reasoning. :)

It helps you to see a lot of things in different perspectives.

And uhm ....

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I have been putting on weights .  

Which totally jeopardizing my fitness plans that bound to be completed by this June. *facepalm*

It's gonna be a busy month ahead with Business Finance's ultra-drilling next week, (which foreseeable to be worse than Law), even my mum warned the kids that I'll be in a brutal bad mood next week so they better stay far. far away from my room. 

HAHAHAHA .

Plus, ICAEW events are coming up. 

Will be joining the Standard Chartered Run 2012 sponsored by ICAEW.

We'll be getting limited edition jersey ! *beams*

****Me love jerseys ! 

Gotta start that intensive training to buff up soon !!!! 

Tata !

P/S strange, lively emoticons stolen from Lee Hsiang's blog.

Muahahaha. Cheer up lah bro ! 

CCS

Assalamualaikum everybody ! Teehee.

I can't believe it's not even March yet ! 

Time has been crawling really slowly and the sole reason why I want this month to be over that badly is BECAUSE ...... . . . I officially burst my budget in spending. 

And the best part is that, dengan bijaknya,  I actually told my mum to waive my allowance this month since Chinese New Year was just awhile ago (means dialing SOS is very child-ego-jeopardizing) :'(

Just some updates on Februarius.

Progress Test for Law and Business Finance is finally over ! 

But this means Mock Exams and Finals are around the corner just as soon. 

Law paper is depressing. At least that super long-winded Business Finance wasn't THAT BAD. 

Sighssss. 

You know, when you see your classmates studying their ass off to fail yet another paper, that sucky feeling makes you wanna bash up the paper. It is so intimidating that you won't know if it's gonna claim you as a victim next.

As for MQA subject, dramas are brewing everywhere and it will be a serious case of defamation if detailed disclosures are made here. This is getting really annoying and stupid. That lecturer may be a sick bastard for being too much of a dictator but what makes you guys think you're so cool to swear and curse in front of the juniors in PUBLIC? 

Most, if not all guys have really bad anger management due to their sick alpha-male ego. Sometimes to an extend which is even worst than women's PMS symptoms and it doesn't make sense at all ! ( AND you, inconsiderate bastards who tease us, girls as monsters when we PMS, why never get a mirror for yourselves hah ?! )

And oh ! Yin Li's car kena tow. LOL.

And Sze Ying kena 4 love letters by the police for FOUR consecutive days. FTW !

The police bantuan-s are terrifyingly active on the prowl to issue saman and tow cars around college this week. As though the parking spots are not limited enough to drive desperate late-risers like *coughs* yours truly to simply park in beside some random roads or beside workshops and risk our tyres being damaged and all, you're now making our lives more miserable ! Pffffft .

I've been eating late lunches and skipping dinner lately. Not good not good. But not as bad as Miss Yeow Li Peng aka Fatso wannabe. You better eat properly or I'll shave your hair next time when I see you !

With all the accumulating tension and stress amount, rewinding sessions are now being occupied with instrumental musics from the CCS album. 

And it reminded me of him, them. :) 

I wonder if guys like them exist in the real world. 

But even if they do, I'll be heart-broken. They are both ... gays ! :'(

Sighs .. Hahahaha ¬

When I was in junior high, this two animation character inspired my style a tad too much. 

And this (in the middle, flanked by Afiqah and Haziqah) ; 

was during senior high, handsome ain't I ? TEEHEE .

Now folks from high school, now you know why I love that damn blazer so much and felt so blessed that our uniforms are so pleasant compared to the fugly turquoise apron ? Hehehehe ¬

Other than LW, Toya & Yue brings back lots of first love memories. Innocent and happy ones. Heh.

Back to instrumentals, as an ex- active vocalist, I somehow appreciate the clarity of instrumentals. They sound more soothing and less complicated. The emotions are free to be interpreted by the listener. 

Unlike comtemporary songs. 

(Sometimes lyrics can really damage the whole purity of the song.) There was this song by Levi Kreis, entitled I Should Go, which I really, really love the melody and all and I listened to it everyday, again and again until one day, I decided to learn about the lyrics and sing a-long to it. 

Exactly when I thought the phrase "I Should Go" represents a reluctant goodbye to move on living, the lyrics actually went . . . .  ......

It's so hard

Keeping my composure

And pretend I don't see how your body curves beneath your clothes

And your laugh 

Is pure and unaffected

It frightens me to know so well the place I shouldn't go

I know I gotta take the noble path

Cause I don't want you to question

The intentions that I have

I should go

Before my will gets any weaker

And my eyes begin to linger 

Longer than they should

HAHAHAHAHA !

WHAT THE . . . ..... "£$%^! 

Another good melody with crappy lyrics. =.=

On the last note, I've been considering to layer my hair short again. Maybe on a different style at a different studio with a different hairdresser who is willing to imagine me as a guy. I saw her today. The only girl whom   I had admired for her pretty boyish looks and used to think her as a competitor. LOL.

 Too bad her voice is sharper and even more high pitch than mine, or not she'll be such a perfect man.

Uhm, it may sound a little weird (which I used to doubt myself as well but uh.... I'm now 100% sure that I don't have any special-relation likings on women ... . -.-)

 

On the second thought, maybe yes. But ONLY to her, Haruka Tenoh. Yes, "he" is a she.

  

Oh shit.

  I think I'm doubting my sex-orientation again .